I am going to blog like I'm thinking today...Lots going on, so the facts and no fluff. I can hardly keep up this week!
- good Lord, I'm hungry. I'm not gaining weight so I feel like I'm making good choices and drinking a lot of water, but that doesn't discount the fact that I feel like I could eat a horse the past couple of days. My company is about to come (some of you lovely ladies refer to that time as your TOM, but it's just my company) so its expected. Last night I ate more than have been able to since surgery and it didn't feel good physically so I'm guessing I ate TOO MUCH.
- maybe this is TMI, but I'm so glad my bowels are starting to go back to normal. After being on a liquid diet for 4 weeks I never thought I'd have a normal BM again.
- I go for my first adjustment in just over 2 weeks.
- I have my first appointment with the behavioral health specialist tomorrow. I'm determined to make the most of this band experience - mind, body and soul. I'm not sure what to expect, but I want to take advantage of what Dr. Geller's program has to offer, and free appointments with BH specialists are in my future. I'm ready to figure out why everyone else sees a beautiful confident woman in me, and I don't feel that way. I must be a good pretender. I'm ready to figure out why I'm so free to love and give to everyone else, but not myself. I'm ready to conquer the emotions and feelings that made me the way I am because I REFUSE TO FAIL!
- I am going to a surprise "Pretty Pretty Princess" party tonight for my cousin. She's turning 31. Yes you read that right.
- My 10 year old cousin shaved her head for St. Baldrick's this past Sunday. It broke my heart not to be there on stage with her (I did it last year), but I have promised next year to her. I love that such a young woman can be so brave to walk down the halls of middle school bald, by choice!
Ok, that's all for now, if there's more, which I'm sure I missed something I'll post it later.
LOL! I know what you mean on the BM. Wont go further but I know what you mean! You are a busy girl! Keep up the good work!
ReplyDeleteI absolutely love that you are having a surprise "Pretty Pretty Princess" party for your cousin! I'm 36 and would totally LOVE one of those. :)
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